I’ve slacked off again but in my defense, December has been as busy as it usually is for me. Between work, parties, and different social activities, I have not had much time to spend on my computer at home. I do; however, want to share something that is very special to me. Some know that this time of year is generally hard for me. Growing up I couldn’t wait for Christmas; the lights, the music, and the family fun and traditions. But as I have gotten older, I have developed feelings that Christmas is primarily for kids and as I have not been blessed with children of my own, each year gets harder. The beginning of this holiday season was particularly hard for me and as I knelt in prayer on a night when many tears had been shed, I fervently asked for strength and peace I knew I would need to make it through the coming weeks. As I prayed I was gently reminded of the reason we celebrate Christmas and that that should be my focus this season. I am so thankful for the lesson taught and for the ways that my testimony of the Savior has been strengthened. I am so deeply grateful for our Savior, Jesus Christ and for the ultimate gift that He gave to each of us; his life. Words cannot express the depth of my love and gratitude for Him. I have been truly blessed in my life with a wonderful family and amazing friends to help me traverse this life. I am thankful to know that I am loved (even if I don’t allow myself to feel it sometimes) and that “men are, that they might have joy”. I am thankful to my Heavenly Father for the countless tender mercies and for the gift of the gospel in my life.
Merry Christmas!
